I'm hardly on here anymore. It's quite funny, I go through spurts where I'm constantly on DA and then when I hardly ever stop by. Hell, my icon has been the same for at least three years now. Yeah, I'm just lazy, yeah.
So my life has changed, for the better, it's been steadily changing since the summer began really, thought I had just reinvented myself, but now I really think that I'm just 'extending my personality' as a good friend has said.
I'm happy, I have NEVER been so happy as I am now. Life is good, complicated, but good. I fight with dad some, but that's normal stuff. Nothing I'm to surprised about. Somethings happened, and I'm just happy. Happy, happy happy

Summer is already over? I can't believe it, it's gone by so fast. I almost fear how fast this school year is going to go. I wish that I could enjoy this freedom to do whatever the hell I please whenever the hell I please a bit longer, but yet I am excited about getting back into lab to do what I love. While it is the end of summer and I start school again tomorrow I remember, it's my final year of high school. Doesn't sound like much now, June looks to be so far away in respect to where I am now, and as much as I've looked forward to graduating since I started school I now realize I am in a sense terrified of graduating. It's because I am then truely on my own, tho I am now in all reality but I will be more so then. Sometimes I just want time to stop or go back into reverse, but at the same time I would never wish for that to happen. This summer has been amazing, truely the best summer I have ever had. I'm sad to see it end but I'm looking forward to what awaits me.

So, I'm at Shelbys, we're working on Kitty ears and watchin Descendants of Darkness/Yami no Matsuei(sp)I fucking love this anime! I have all the dvds, all the manga, and the OST soundtrack, I want to get the art books as well! The Kitty ears are going well too. I can't wait until later, we'll be watching Rocky and ill be doing the callback! Hah I need to get some down like hardcore yo!
Anyways... not done much artsy stuff lately, mostly doing photography for Rocky and uhhh these kitty ears. I've been working on some dolls lately... its going uhhh..not so smoothly. LOL
So yeah... WHEEE!

I'm begging to make a habbit of this monthly journal entry. Hopefully once break gets here i'll be doing more artsy stuff. That is unless I don't have time to with hopefully having a job and what not. So I broke a camera the other weekend, need to call the guy whos camera it is so I can figure out whats up. He hasn't called me so I think I should call him...
Yeah... so Jack Off Jill = LOVE haha
yeah..

"I asked her her name and in a dark brown voice she said Lola"

Alright, so ive been listening to The Kinks for two days straight now, and just this song cause I'm totally lame like that. Anyways, I love this song! Though, I every now and then catch myself singing to 'Yoda' Haha. <3 Yoda

Nothing knew, just wanted to update that im alive... one month after my last post. ugh.